Wednesday, May 14, 2008

things change.

Why do things feel so different than they did on January 19 and before? Sometimes everything feels different...all the relationships in my family, individual relationships, chats, everything. My mom and I are best friends now, we tell each other everything. I am so thankful for that. All of this has opened my eyes to myself and lots of things going on inside me. I am now questioning so many things I do and my actions. Do I want to waste my time being passive and not really stating how I feel? Do I really want to put up with the criticisms and annoyances that I always have? My mom has taught me life is too short for this. I am not content with just dealing anymore. She and I both have become stronger people and are standing up to those around us. I am my own person and I am going to live my life how I want to live my life. We only get one chance to do so. I am thankful to my mom, my inspiration, for teaching me this.

things change.